If I stop moving, I will drown in the ocean of doubts. The momentum of each step insulates me from the constant nagging thoughts racing through my mind. A slight hesitation and the self doubt hits me like a ton of bricks. The only way to not to give up is just taking another step. The direction of that step does not matter only that another step is following the first. The effort necessary to complete the step is a distraction enough to protect me for now.